Wednesday, December 23, 2009 @ 2:59 PM
urrrrrrO.o
haluuuuu!:/
(december 24th the thursday)
heyyheyy,
Did you realize that holidays is actually coming to an end already?
Well,it is coming to an end,in a few days ? weeks ?:S
(december 24th the thursday)
heyyheyy,
Did you realize that holidays is actually coming to an end already?
Well,it is coming to an end,in a few days ? weeks ?:S
I feel restless,i don't know how schools going to be like.
I don't dare think about it and yet i am still thinking about it.
Next year is going to be a crucial year,can i make it through ?
That is just the battle,not yet the war.
I am scared,what if i can't make it through ?
My scheduled is already so tight.
Preparing for FDC in March.
Stay strong and positive ayu.
It won't work anymore .
My head is not functioning well anymore.
I feel so dumb,
ohh what the fuck,
i'm already dumb,what do you expect.
ARGHHHH!
I'm so stressed out.
There are things running in my head,i don't dare share,
it'll just hurt me more.
What am i to do?
I'm confused,its painful,nobody knows,
who would care anyway.
I feel pathetic.
Music is my only true friend,i don't know who are what now.
How are we connected,are there such things?
I feel sick,the symptoms are showing again,
i don't dare tell anyone,because i'm the one to blame for it.
I'm lost in my direction.
and when you think it's over,
chaos strikes .
I don't dare think about it and yet i am still thinking about it.
Next year is going to be a crucial year,can i make it through ?
That is just the battle,not yet the war.
I am scared,what if i can't make it through ?
My scheduled is already so tight.
Preparing for FDC in March.
Stay strong and positive ayu.
It won't work anymore .
My head is not functioning well anymore.
I feel so dumb,
ohh what the fuck,
i'm already dumb,what do you expect.
ARGHHHH!
I'm so stressed out.
There are things running in my head,i don't dare share,
it'll just hurt me more.
What am i to do?
I'm confused,its painful,nobody knows,
who would care anyway.
I feel pathetic.
Music is my only true friend,i don't know who are what now.
How are we connected,are there such things?
I feel sick,the symptoms are showing again,
i don't dare tell anyone,because i'm the one to blame for it.
I'm lost in my direction.
and when you think it's over,
chaos strikes .
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